It’s really frustrating being excommunicated from a friendship that shaped who you are as a person. Honestly, Scout,everything good in me and about me, are good because you inspired me to be that way, from insignificant side comments you made to profound statements that I carry around to this day and use as moral Law, you made me, Me. Truly. I’m not just saying that because I miss you. I DO miss you, that’s without question, but if me not being part of your life makes it easier for you to live life and stuff, without disappointment and the extra bullshit that comes with being my friend, then I’ll all for it, even at the expense of my emotional well being. I don’t know if you know how it feels to have the last person that really gave you hope that you could still be a good person leave your corner. What kind of person am I to have everyone that was rooting for me leave me? At the end of it all, was it worth it, working toward all this, at the expense of everyone that I care about? Because I got what I wanted, and have absolutely no one to share it with, except for my Partners in this business. I’m not in any way belittling what they have done for me,but the fact is, you made me want to strive to be a person that I wasn’t ashamed to be. And now that everything is falling into place, I’m alone. Thanks for all the years Prior, though. I really treasure those, to this day. Driving down verdugo, up Angeles crest, all fun times. I’m just thankful you stayed my friend up to this point. I really hated myself on the weekend. I found out the Terry went out there for a function, right around your habitat. I don’t know know what I would have done out there, outside some dumb Cusack in Say Anything-esque move to get you to forgive me. At this point, however, I’d probably give most of this up to just hang out with you one more day. This is the last one. Thanks for everything.
Lol, thanks. Here;s some reccomendations. This first batch are artists that I work with:
Tantrum (He Co Owns the Studio with me)
Precyse (A good friend and artist I work with from New York)
B-Fly (She’s the Game’s Sister and is a fequent client)
Fase100 (Bfly and game’s older Brother. I just sent him some beats to use)
The Menace (The Game’s Protégé , He came everyday until his recent house arrest. I built and maintain his tumblr and all his sites.)
XO (Also from BlackWallStreet, He’s come about twice. Check out his video “city Burn” on Youtube, It’s Rad)
Joe Moses and the AOB Squad (They Come Monday through Thursday, 9pm to 1am. They get it IN.)
This next batch of artists, I just like to Listen to. I wont link them, but feel free to Google them.
Drake (Back when he used to work with the above artists)
Diggy (Check his first Mixtape)
Your blog is interesting. I dig it.
Who are you, and why do you have such fantastic taste in Music??
Oh, now that is a good one. Lukas Haas comes to Mind, Brett dennen, Ben Folds ( I think thats a given), If youre into female acts, Merit larsen, maybe, Hannah Georgas, Brandie carslile (i KNOW i spelled that wrong), More guy ones, but my minds drawing a blank.
why would your identity change anything. It’s killing me now, Ma’am.